hello....anyone home?

Hi, long time no see. 

I had lots of posts written in my head, but I've been pretty darn crabby and who wants to read that - unless Crabbydad is writing, of course

 

I'm in a 'what the Hell I'm a doing with my life ?, why am I single ?, blah blah blah' mood. It was triggered by lots of factors and ended with me sitting on the floor sobbing over a relationship that ended 25 years ago. I opened a Pandora's box of old letters on Tuesday evening.

What was I thinking then? Ugggh. I just have to keep telling myself that if it didn't feel right at the time, it wasn't right. 

I'm working on stuff the boxes and my emotions back into the cabinet and getting back to my present life. 

Speaking of work, my next big home project is dealing with my basement. My basement has always been damp and with all of the rain lately it has been a lake down there. Lots of boxes are soaked and stuff is ruined. I only have one closet, so the basement is full of out-of-season clothes, holiday decorations and just plain old junk. Wet moldy junk. 

This morning I hung tons of things on the line to air them out and went to the pool for the first time this season. You guessed it: RAIN!

I now have clothes hanging all over the house. It ain't easy being green. 

Okay, enough of the pity party. I'm off to bed.